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the only thing that keeps me

Friday, July 24, 2009

I decided to leave. Will i regret leaving? After i made my decision yesterday, I was kinda hesitant? Perhaps because that seems to be the only connection between you and me and the choice of leaving, will end this connection and perhaps, further interaction? What if you will come back next year?When you're back, I won't be there. I won't be able to see you and I won't be able to see you at all, after i chose to leave and that's the end.

I won't be able to see you like forever. I can't imagine it and i don't want to picture it. But perhaps, leaving, is the only way to prevent me from thinking. I really can't imagine that I won't be able to see you forever and ever after next year when you're gone. How would i feel, when you're gone like forever?

I'd been staring at the classroom door. I didn't see what I want to see. And now, I knew why. Rest well.

wishingonawishing star